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Pondering the cycle of things…

Sifting and sorting, wheat and chaff, wheat and weeds, memories, questions, what needs discarding, what will I keep, what do I want to pass on….? wheat and chaff, wheat and weeds, the grain ripens, the questions deepen as it falls … Continue reading

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Love’s harder path…. pondering hurt, death and resurrection

I don’t know what to say to you today, I find that I am having to be honest with myself, I am not blaming anyone for hurts, but I am hurt, and cannot deny how I feel, and I can’t … Continue reading

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one step at a time….

So much more sorting to do, trying to do a little at a time…. weary, overwhelmed, more stuff to recycle, I need to make a trip to the tip, no energy for lifting things…. like an ostrich I want to … Continue reading

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Expressing hurt….

We’d rather you didn’t express your hurt, we’d rather you sucked it up, towed the party line we’d rather you were nice, like us, we’ve been busy you see, organising things, and making sure we keep the show on the … Continue reading

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Longings….

I want to recover my first love, to be held in a place of peace, of knowing and being known, no matter what storms surround me, I want to know deep forgiveness afresh, to experience the arms of the loving … Continue reading

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death and life….

a seed falls, giving itself to the ground, no insisting on clinging to life here, this is the natural way of things, only death can bring new life, the seed lies broken open now, and the ground embraces it… + … Continue reading

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Books…..

where do they all come from, I swear they breed in hidden corners, well, today I am sorting through them, again, the pile of books not to move is growing larger! Many haven’t been opened for years, some are no … Continue reading

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Sinking?

Why did I take so long to get out of bed? The sun was shining, it still is, but it was a struggle today… I haven’t done my usual Tai-Chi rotation, I am feeling out of sorts, nothing I can … Continue reading

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It’s NOT a sin!

I have just read Rosie Harpers blog post that challenges the Bishops and Archbishops in the Church of England to speak up, to be open and inclusive of all, and while her blog centres upon the inclusion and celebration of … Continue reading

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Being reconciled to myself

I look in the mirror, who is this woman looking back at me, where have the wrinkles come from, when I am brave I look in a full length mirror, a few years ago I put a huge amount of … Continue reading

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