Hidden for many years,
closeted, I stretch my arms,
flex my legs and wonder,
am I an imposter in my ow skin?
I own my fullness now,
but still a voice stirs within,
impostor it cries,
you are an impostor in your own skin,
how could you stay so hidden,
how could you hide for so long????
I have explanations,
I have been one who has hidden from many things,
felt the crushing weight of shame
too often,
declared myself
unloveable,
unacceptable,
undeserving,
unworthy….
but now I stretch my arms, and
flex my legs,
and in my heart I try to fill the voids
left by being un-everything…
I am not an impostor in my own skin,
but I am new-born,
re-born,
a little shaky on my legs,
and while I stretch my arms
there is still space for them to fill,
but, I am not an impostor in my own skin,
I have a voice, at last, and I will use it,
I am not unlovable,
I am not unacceptable,
I am not underserving,
or, unworthy!
I am fearfully and wonderfully made,
and I stand with my sisters, my brothers, my siblings and others…
we are here, and we will not be ashamed!
