Why did I take so long to get out of bed?
The sun was shining,
it still is, but it was a struggle today…
I haven’t done my usual Tai-Chi rotation,
I am feeling out of sorts,
nothing I can put my finger on,
just out of sorts….
I need to go to the tip,
I have a broken chair and a cat frame to get rid of,
and I keep meaning to sort through my books,
what should stay and what should go?
I meant to change the bedsheets yeaterday,
but I didn’t,
it’s hardly the end of the world,
and why did that just pop into my head anyway….
Where are you Lord in all of this?
I feel like Peter,
I’ve stepped out of the boat and looked around,
now I am sinking,
deep and deeper still…
is my faith too small,
have I got life all wrong?
I’d like to go back to bed….
Instead I will shower,
and get into the day,
or what’s left of it…
I need to eat,
then maybe a walk…
can these be my prayer today?