Monthly Archives: December 2019

return, and invitation at New Year….

fire falls from the skies, tears are wept, resolutions made, and some ponder their place as round pegs in a square peg world… and the world turns, tomorrow the year 2020, another day among days becomes loaded with significance. regrets … Continue reading

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New years eve, eve…

New Years Eve tomorrow… A time to reflect, Take stock, Ponder what has passed. A time to ponder turning from what was, To what might be… A time to reclaim, To own honestly what is… + New Year’s Eve, eve, … Continue reading

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Light and shadow…. ( depression, hope and procrastination)

Today I told myself that I would tackle the garden, it needs tackling, but instead I took tea back to bed and slept for another hour, since then I have been mostly procrastinating, messing about on Facebook, and pondering a … Continue reading

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invitation – I will cover my wounds no longer….

Christmas, season of love and light, of possibilities, God enfleshed, the impossible made possible, here is my invitation, come to the corner of my heart that I keep sealed, for here I need new life, a spark for the dark … Continue reading

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Darkness and death…(Holy Innocents)

This day no amount of light can block the darkness, As the innocents call out, Our blood is still on your hands… Children still suffer, Trapped terrified in war zones, Abandoned in camps, caring for others when they need care, … Continue reading

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The witch…

If the witch doesn’t burn What am I to do with her, Do I fear her? Do I hear her? Am I her? And if I am, what am I Afraid of? + If the witch doesn’t burn I will … Continue reading

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First Christmas ( after coming out) wish…

Let me be, Who I am who I have always been.. Let me be….. Let me be me … Healing, Becoming whole… Let me be… Not shaped by traditions, By expectations, By my own desire to be who you would … Continue reading

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Pilgrims…

So let’s be honest, Sometimes our smiling photos Hide another story, Of fractured lives Trying to make the best of things, Of heartaches, Of hidden tensions, Words spoken and unspoken Tell one story And veil another, Yet when we choose … Continue reading

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Self care

I am being honest about the black dog, Who is looming large in my life at this time… And having refused to walk to heel Has been growling, and prowling around … So I have looked him in the face … Continue reading

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It’s okay….

My dear soul, you simply can’t do it all, nor can you be all things to all people, you are allowed to be exhausted, and to be honest you have had a lot on your plate. So take a break, … Continue reading

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