Monthly Archives: February 2019

I have never been separate from God nor can I be…. I cannot be separate, you cannot be separate, so when my mind builds walls between you and me, and when I want to fight, or flee, we are still … Continue reading →

Keep me open, Keep me loving, Keep me seeking, Keep me peace-full, Keep me from claiming my right(s) From demanding my way… Help me not to build a wall To protect myself, But rather in vulnerability To extend my hand, … Continue reading →

disorienting, blinding, I am tossed and torn, questions bombard me, which way is up, when you are overwhelmed? which way is out? will this never stop? never quiet? ever be still? still the storm rages, all around me, but within, … Continue reading →

Memories, Joys, Pains, Light, Darkness, Questions, Confusions, Feelings, Numbness, Mixtures… + Memories Always memories… + I encounter them One day at a time… + Sometimes they clash Overwhelming me… And then they pass + Memories, Ever with me Always changing … Continue reading →

I stood at the edge of chaos in the calm light of the evening, letting the darkness come, and it came, but I was not overwhelmed, I look back now, and marvel that I am not just standing, but somehow … Continue reading →

31 years ago I held you Beheld you, Perfect, Of me Yet not with me, Mine, yet never mine,… I named you, I claimed you, Then gave you away, Never held you, Nor beheld you… Again… Always in my heart, … Continue reading →

Listening to falling rain, Reflecting upon goodness, Do you call me good? Can I be good? Divine whispers echo In my soul…. You are good, All is good, Etched with possibilities, Yet too often Veiled in fear filled excuses That … Continue reading →

Healing is patient, Healing is kind, She waits for me to be ready To receive her gift, Then comes, Slowly, Stealthily, Surprising me with Sudden insight, I am whole yet not whole… Healing is not rude, She keeps no records … Continue reading →